Saturday, July 16, 2005

Buddhism

it just puzzles me in a way. Why are the nuns and the monks separate?


People ask me what have I been doing these few days. Here's a summary. Golf, PS2, PC. Yeah, the usual underground work. Before I enter the army and the gruelling stages of that step, which is scheduled 5 days later, I forgive all who have betrayed me, hurt me (whether I know it or not), or in any form disgrace me. Finally, I wish you all the best for your entry into the adult world, and more importantly, keep your optimism and your noses high. Keep your honor with you, and your street senses with you. Uphold the decree of Aslan, and by the will of Chronos, and the sanity of Arktos, bless you all.

Friday, July 08, 2005


Death by Jarid :)

Monday, July 04, 2005

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Choices

Sometimes having no choice is better than having too many choices. I shall henceforth quote an example..

Right now, i'm going into army 20 days later.. then after that, i'll eb choosing a big decision to decide a large part of my life - where and what to further my studies. I can either 1) do an optometry diploma and take over my Dad's business (safest and easiest), 2) do a medical degree overseas (difficult and harsh but rewarding), 3) do a psychology degree in NTU, 4) do a Life Sciences degree in NUS/NTU. I have to weigh my decision and it is getting tiring. Most people would encourage me to stay in Singapore, and I agree.. it is much more safe and easier. But I also wish that I could be different, and absorb the power of overseas.. I hate to make a wrong decision and I can only blame myself , not others. And when I go through all this, I remember that making faults are precedented to making good moves.. Only through mistakes can one become more powerful. But some mistakes destroy you..

One thing is for sure.. once I go in army, I'll start to understand. Everything. Having choices is almost always better than having no choices.