Saturday, November 24, 2007

a day before an exam

it's the day before the exam (or rather, the day itself it's 1227am), i should really be doing my final revision.. but I find myself being distracted by the slightest of things and read about 1 page per hour - to this, it accentuates the fact that I'm not ready to study. And I've wasted too much time this semester it's an effect irrevocable and not repairable.

i'll probably get D-C grades this semester, and I shall make a resolution for next semester to dedicate an hour each day to revise what I've learnt that weeek/day. should I have something on, i'll dedicate 2 hours to that day before or after to compensate. i'm simply not the type that can study alot in the wee hours now, not like last time when it was easy to absorb. i blame the army for this and myself for my weak character.

the purpose in life, to which that eludes many of us, yet has always been there. could be just to live life as one would envision to be courageous and a memory worthy to others. indeed, such ideas are supported and created by the society we live in. to once again re-discover myself, i must walk around the world with my two feet, touch what will be before me, and feel for myself how big the world truly is, how insignificant such worrying thoughts are.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

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